Another one. I’m tired and I don’t even know what’s wrong. I love you and shouldn’t that just be enough. I like being happy, everyone likes being happy. So why can’t we just be happy together. I don’t know what seems to be the problem. There should not even be a problem in the first place, this is suppose to be easy. I’m happy all the time why aren’t you? I know we both get each other mad, but it’s not the end of the world for us though. I know you say you’re a complicated person and all that stuff. I’m complicated too, its ok to be complicated, we’re both human. I accept you and I will never try to hurt you intentionally, but why when we fight why does it always have to end up like its something serious. Can’t we just let it go? I know you get jealous, and it hurts you. But, that doesn’t mean you ever going to lose me or I’m going to find someone else. I’m honest with you, I care about you, and I won’t give up on you.   You make me happy and that’s all I need. You’re pretty special to me, you’re the first girl I ever put myself out like this before. I’m serious lol. But, everything hurts. I thought I was being a good boyfriend but, I guess I’m not. What did I do wrong? Just because of that one thing, it’s going to be like the end of the world? I don’t like beating around the bush or ignore you because I know you wouldn’t like that. That’s why I rather be honest. Isn’t that what a relationship is about just be honest and etc. Like, honestly in the beginning I admit, I complain and I kept on getting mad at you for stupid stuff. But, I realize I needed to accept you and everything got better. I was fine with everything and happy too. So why do we keep on being like this. When you get mad, I give you space. But somehow I end up still doing the wrong thing. When we get into arguments now, I don’t text you anymore because I don’t want to get you mad, cause usually when you’re the first to text me everything will be ok. I’m always happy, believe me. But I’m only human, like I understand that you want a strong, happy guy but do I have the right to be like even be upset. Everything you do now, doesn’t get me mad anymore cause I know that it’s just you. I just wanna be there for you and try to make you happy. But it really hurted when you say “I deserve better”. Idk how I’m suppose to feel after that. I thought by accepting you, being patient, being honest and all that stuff was being a good person and maybe boyfriend. Like, am i suppose to not be upset? Is that what a good boyfriend would have done? Just ignore the fact the you just said that. Well as of right now, I already let that go but shyt that hurted. I don’t think I’m that bad of a boyfriend, I felt like I wasn’t being too difficult or too demanding. Like, I remember when you said that I should be helping you and guide you. When I do, then its like “don’t tell me what to do” “you’re not my dad” and stuff. So I just kinda stop. That’s the other reason when you’re mad at me and I don’t text you first. I don’t want to make you feel like I’m trying to tell you what to do. I just want you to be happy and let you know everything will be ok. Yeah, of course I’m going to check up on you. But, I think when you talk to me you just get mad, cause that kinda happens the majority of the time. Like I’m not mad or upset. If giving you space makes you feel better then yeah sure. But why does it have to be like the end of the world later though. I want to do something cause I want to but I don’t want to get you mad, but when I don’t do anything it still seems to end up pretty bad lol. The only thing I can do is just be here. You can get mad or upset as much as you want, I’ll be here whenever you need me. I won’t complain unless I take it offensive. Like hey hey I’m human. I still believe in us and I hope you love me lol. I’m pretty confident that we’re going to be together no matter what <3 You’re the only person I look forward to talk to everyday and you make me feel relax when we’re together. I not always upset at you when we’re together lol. You’re the only one. But like I said, whatever makes your heart content. If its not me, then its not me. It hurts but heeeyy it happens. I love you and you not going to lose me, I mean it. All I ask is for us just to be happy, and I’m sure that you would agree. You’re my princess so stay happy. I Love You Babe and through thick and thin<3

just in case:

1. If you somehow take this offensive lol, don’t get mad please, I’m not judging you or calling you a bad girlfriend. You’re not a bad girlfriend. You’re amazing you really are, you bring out the best in me. This relationship is a positive thing, believe me <3

2. If you don’t take this offensively and somehow it makes you feel better…yaaaayyy. Call me if you want LOL. I love youuuuuuuuu, I honestly just wanna show you to the world and tell them how amazing you are, I mean it. I know its hard to believe me cause of all the complaining I do, but still. We can do this just believe in me. I hope you feel better and you’re happy. I love you =)

3. I know i know, I may sound crazy, dumb, and like a bitch and all that stuff but idk a better way to tell you this. I hope you understand. I have a lot more to say. But this is enough for now. You’re a good thing in my life, I just want you to know that.

4. I’m done lol